Men Photographed in Stereotypical Pin-up Poses
‘Men-ups!’ by photographer Rion Sabean
Herbal Remedies for Winter Wellness by Olivia Horvath (patchthatsweater)
This little zine provides herbal remedies for general wellness, cold and fever, and winter depression. 6 pages, full color.
I want to cut you out
I thought of you before I fell asleep last night and tried to dry my tears and tell my brain that I didn’t want to dream about you again. I’m sick of thinking about you, I’m sick of wanting you. I really just need to move on at this point but I keep holding on because you mean something to me even though I obviously mean shit to you.
You love someone else and you don’t love me. Perhaps you never did. Or perhaps I am just too fucked up and you couldn’t deal with it. You never can deal with anything that I had to say; could never deal with how fucked up I am- you can’t really deal with anything these days except your own needs and happiness. I don’t even want a relationship with you, I just want to be friends and have a healthy functional friendship but maybe that’s too much to ask for too.
To you, and to everyone else I am an object, something that everyone can use for sex. I made it that way myself because it was easier than actually dealing with my emotions but now I just want to cut them out of me; I want to cut you out of me.
I’m tired of acting like its fine that I come over to your house just so you can get off. I’m tired of trying to make it seem like its ok that you only ever call me when you can’t hang out with the person you love. I’m tired of always checking in to see if you are ok but you never call me, and when I call you crying, depressed and suicidal you tell me you can’t deal with me. The kind of shit that’s swirling in my head makes me want to scream, to cut out all of the parts of my brain that have you in them. Fuck you, fuck asshole men that are out to use me and throw me aside.
